'All is lost'

"I'm sorry. I know that means little at this point, but I am.
I tried, I think you would all agree that I tried.
To be true, to be strong, to be kind, to love, to be right.
But I wasn't.
And I know you knew this. In each of your ways.
And I am sorry.
All is lost here, except for soul and body, that is, what's left of them, and a half day's ration.
It's inexcusable really, I know that now.
How it could have taken this long to admit that I'm not sure, but it did.
I fought till the end.
I'm not sure what that is worth, but know that I did.
I have always hoped for more for you all.
I will miss you.
I'm sorry."